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So dear dA friends, I think it was quite obvious that I'm not as active here as I used to be.
The thing is, and I believe that a lot of you will agree with me, dA isn't what it used to be. It kinda became the artistic facebook, too commercial. That does have it's perks, but I'd rather use just one facebook

So without further ado, I'm much more active on my Facebook Page. There I post everything now, so if you want to stay in contact, follow me there, because I don't believe I'll be posting a lot here.

Dear friends!

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A day ago Frogessa reminded me of writing journals here on deviantart again. I thought of giving it a try one last time.

I am not writing this in order to get your sympathy, nor am I writing this to appear more "real", but I am writing this in order to get the burden off my back that I have been carrying for so long. I know only a few will see this, and even less of you will actually read. I only do this for my own peace of mind, and because I seek closure. And where else to do it but in the place and with the people that practically made me who I am today!

I have not been myself for the last two and a half years. Many things have happened that induced changes in me. Some have been positive, but some have been negative. I am sure it shows on my photos, at least I see it… I have closed one chapter of my life. I have distanced myself from the people who were the source of this; the people whose only interest was and still is to hurt others for the purpose of controlling their own madness, mitigation of their own physical and mental issues. It took me a while to see who I'm surrounded with, but I finally saw it and I can freely say that those people have no more room in my life and are not bringing me down any more. They know who they are, yes they do, although they will never understand what they did, it is just beyond their comprehension. That is what happens when you're too into yourself and you don't care about others. This was not the only issue, being involved in an intense master's program didn't help also. It made me too tough, too systematic and it made me crude. There were also some other factors here, but explaining them would make this journal too long (and it already is long).

I can say that I'm slowly recovering and turning back to my old happy self again. I am surrounding myself with the people I love and who love me back without any interest. Frogessa is a big part of my change towards the better . I am returning my creativity and I must say that I am full of ideas for new photoshoots that I cannot wait to do! One of them is this Monday with who else than the lovely Frogessa. This photoshoot will be a closure for us both



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