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Dear friends!

I and :iconfrogessa: have entered into one contest and we would very much appreciate your vote :)

If you want to help us out, please click the little heart under the title of the photo

:heart: VOTE HERE :heart:

Please let me know who voted so I know who the good soul is :)


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  • Listening to: My thoughts that I finally let out
  • Reading: Women Who Run With the Wolves
  • Playing: Plants vs. Zombies (again)
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A day ago Frogessa reminded me of writing journals here on deviantart again. I thought of giving it a try one last time.

I am not writing this in order to get your sympathy, nor am I writing this to appear more "real", but I am writing this in order to get the burden off my back that I have been carrying for so long. I know only a few will see this, and even less of you will actually read. I only do this for my own peace of mind, and because I seek closure. And where else to do it but in the place and with the people that practically made me who I am today!

I have not been myself for the last two and a half years. Many things have happened that induced changes in me. Some have been positive, but some have been negative. I am sure it shows on my photos, at least I see it… I have closed one chapter of my life. I have distanced myself from the people who were the source of this; the people whose only interest was and still is to hurt others for the purpose of controlling their own madness, mitigation of their own physical and mental issues. It took me a while to see who I'm surrounded with, but I finally saw it and I can freely say that those people have no more room in my life and are not bringing me down any more. They know who they are, yes they do, although they will never understand what they did, it is just beyond their comprehension. That is what happens when you're too into yourself and you don't care about others. This was not the only issue, being involved in an intense master's program didn't help also. It made me too tough, too systematic and it made me crude. There were also some other factors here, but explaining them would make this journal too long (and it already is long).

I can say that I'm slowly recovering and turning back to my old happy self again. I am surrounding myself with the people I love and who love me back without any interest. Frogessa is a big part of my change towards the better :smooch:. I am returning my creativity and I must say that I am full of ideas for new photoshoots that I cannot wait to do! One of them is this Monday with who else than the lovely Frogessa. This photoshoot will be a closure for us both :)


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Thank you all for wishing me a happy B-day here on dA!
And a special thanks to my dearest and closest friends for partying with me yesterday night!:aww:
I love you so much!

I'll probably have some new photos soon :) As soon as I find the time to shoot them ^^;
  • Watching: Gilmore Girls
  • Drinking: Coffee
Pozor, pozor!

Evo jedne vijesti za sve modele i one koji se kao takvima osjećaju :)

Otvara se frizerski salon u Zagrebu i Velikoj Gorici i traže se muški i ženski modeli.
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Potrebno je poslati fotografiju portreta,cijelog tijela i jednu fotografiju po vasem izboru te kraci zivotopis!
Bitno je da ste s podrucja Zagreba i okolice ,da imate najmanje 18 godina!
Prijave mailom traju do 01.10.2010.
Fotografiranje se obavlja za internet stranicu i katalog frizerskog salona. Onaj tko upadne dobiva frizuru, šišanje po izboru i novčanu naknadu.

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andybrase is finally on dA!

I don't know how many of you know about him but for those of you who don't he is a professional artist that has done covers for Marvel, Dark Horse and Image Comics (Hellboy, Daredevil, Kull etc.)

So anyway, he's here on dA now and please take a look at his gallery!

He has posted only 2 works here for now so here they are:
Jack Skellington sketch by andybrase Gatekeeper of the Dark by andybrase

This kind of a talent with all those sick details you don't really see every day :D

P.S. We're going to be related soon :D Next year I'm traveling to America to be the maid of honor to one of my dearests, Sevora :) The thought of it makes me all mushy ^^
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I have a new deviantart account :pointr: :iconerelshale:
This is an account for my more personal photographs. Watch if you like :)
I will stay active on this account too of course :)
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If you please --> :icononly-portraits: :giggle:

Please join today!
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I have a photo blog!
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Anyone have a twitter account? :)

If you wanna add me here's my account but please leave a comment here with a link to your profile so I know it's you :)

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  • Reading: Glen Duncan " I, Lucifer"
  • Watching: The Big Bang Theory
  • Playing: Plants vs Zombies
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Hey everyone!

I finally made some new photos! I've done them with my dear :iconvenusmantrap:.
So here they are if you haven't seen them in the gallery:

I am a Free Spirit by fatallook Evening Breeze by fatallook
Belongs to no one by fatallook Summer in My Life by fatallook
Automne a Paris by fatallook

And I've created a deviantArt portfolio! It's a great thing to have! If you don't have a website but you have a dA subscription you can create it! It's easy and fast!
So here's the link to my portfolio:

Oh yes! I almost forgot to tell you! One morning I woke up and saw that 0149 gave me a subscription ^^. It was so nice of him! And again, 0149, I ask you if you want something in return. If you do, please tell me!

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After a long time of no new photos, I'm planing some new shootings soon so there are some new photos to come. And my sub ran out, I'm getting used to a deviant without a subscription :)

I'll be more active here from now on, I promise :)

Hear from you all soon!



Journal Entry: Sun Feb 8, 2009, 9:19 AM


Someone hacked my account along with a half of accounts on deviant. So if you receive a message from mi on your account do not click on the link! Or if you got it from anyone else for that matter.

Sorry for the inconvenience...


New website is up!

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 8, 2009, 8:19 AM


So my new web is up now :) It was made by my honey :iconobeah:
Thanks so much love =****

And with a new site comes a new journal css ^^

Go here to check it out:


Pitanje za HRVATE na deviantu!

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 12, 2008, 12:47 PM

Happy B-day to me!

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 17, 2008, 1:43 AM

Well I'm one year closer to death :D
I got a B-day dance and song from :iconpartwish: and a B-day song from my sis :iconazdaja: :D
Now I go make some chocolate cake :D Come over for some!

I GOT A DD!!!!

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 6, 2008, 1:21 AM

Yes I diiiiiid!!!!

Marie Antoinette: Sloth by fatallook

Thank you to :iconghouldaddy: :smooch:

More pics soon!!!

Oh and thank you thank you thank you for all the watches and favs!!!
I got over 2500 messages :faint:

Aaaaand Here I am.....

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 11, 2008, 4:53 AM
  • Listening to: Massive Attack - Teardrop
  • Reading: Angela Carter - The Bloody Chamber
  • Drinking: Coffee

So, I know I didn't inform you about the academy. Many people asked but I just needed time to get it all together.
So, I didn't get in. Not now. Although a friend who is a student there says I'd probably get in on fall , I don't want it any more. But I'm glad I tried just so I can see how things are there for myself. Anyways, I'm very disappointed, I expected that it would be like that, but until then I didn't realize that that wasn't what I wanted.
So I got into Vern'. It is economy but they made me forget about that fact just for being so nice and funny. Everyone there. The professors are amazing. You can call them in the middle of the night if you need them. They are there for you 24/7 and they make sure that there isn't any "I don't know".

So, that period is over. Now I can relax finally and start doing photography as I did before and read  a bunch of books.
Speaking of books...I have just edited my Amazon Wishlist *hint hint*

My Wish List

And it starts....and...tagged

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 29, 2008, 7:02 AM
  • Listening to: Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody
  • Drinking: Coffee 3 in 1

Ok so, it has been a while since I wrote something in this journal that has more than 4 short lines :D

So, last Friday I handed in my portfolio for the academy, I'm gonna try to get in and study photography. God knows that the academy isn't really much but it's my best choice so far.
So here's my portfolio: My Portfolio by fatallook
It has 30 photos inside and I made the folder and the frames for the photos myself, so it would look better.
The exam is on Monday, 7.7. I'll keep you posted on how things are going.
The bad part is that there are only 12 places opened so I need to get into those 12 somehow -_-
Keep your fingers crossed for me!!!
I'll really need it!

And now I'd like to thank those that have modeled for me and their photos ended up in the portfolio.
They are:
:iconvenusmantrap: :iconnyamorbid: :iconpartwish:
:iconb-kunst: :iconobeah: :icon6v4mp1r36:
and Mislav


And now for the tag part. I don't usually do this but I was tagged by :iconpartwish: and :iconlittleblackgirl: so I'll do it. There! You happy now?? =P

So...8 facts about me:

1. I cut my hair a week ago :D yes yes, no more long hair :D now I have a bob :D thanks to NyaMorbid
2. I graduated a week ago to!
3. I love geeks ^^
4. Since I dyed my hair red I can't describe how much better I feel about myself :D
5. When I was a kid I used to crash decorations from the Christmas tree so my dad made a little fence to keep me away from it.
6. I'm still a kid, shiny stuff fascinate me!
7. When I see a pile of leafs I just have to, just have to jump into it!
8. If you like your chocolate you better keep it away from me!

The Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 facts about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.